As I sit here, part of me just wants the weekend to come and Go...
The Baby Shower will be over and at least until closer to Kay's B-day or Christmas, there will be no more surprises i have to keep from her. 1. I am terrible at it, I almost blow the surprise all the time, just wanting to tell her cuz i am so excited and 2. I feel like i am keeping something from my wife, something I do not like to do at all... Open and Honest is our relationship, and I feel surprises are almost like lying, cuz at times I even have to do that to save the surprise.
I know its not like flat out lying, but at the same time, she asks me a question that I have to skirt the issue or flat out lie to her, I cannot help but feel bad.
I love my wife, and I want the surprises to be special and make the shower all the more special, but i cant help but feel guilty for not telling the whole truth...
Am I stupid for feeling this way?
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